
Current Weight:
286.8 lbs
Total Weight Loss: 143.2 lbs
Bodyfat: 36.0%
Muscle: 29.5%
Long-overdue progress report! I've been hitting the weight room 3 times/week for the past 2 months and am making some great gains. I try to push myself as hard as I can and either up my reps or the weight. Fridays absolutely kill me. Fridays are my leg-day. It's mostly the lunges I hate. 15-lb dumbbells in each hand as I do 10 lunges on each leg per set.
I've also lost a good amount of weight the past couple months and am happy to discover that I can fit into a 2XL pretty well! 1XL I'm coming for you! It's strange, sometimes I look into the mirror and I don't recognize myself. Other days I look into it and I don't see any change at all, I just see the fat. When I'm in a room full of people I still mentally peg myself as "The fat guy". If I see another overweight person I compare myself to them. "Am I fatter than them?" Or I'm incredibly self-conscious "Do I look stupid in this shirt? I should have worn a bigger one." It took a stupid-amount of courage to start wearing a sleeveless shirt to the gym because I was ashamed of my flabby arms.
I let my weight define me as a person for most of my life and it's hard to break free of that mindset. At least now I'm starting to recognize those thought patterns and I'm trying to get past it.
Sadly, I had to stop using my standing desk. In hindsight it probably wasn't the best idea to make that switch AND start an intensive new workout regime at the same time. Once I get a new laptop (old one broke) I'll start using it again, with the laptop I can easily switch back and forth when I need to. It's not a possibility with my tower.
Today's my cheat day! I've had some cheats this year but those were single-item cheats and usually just some ice cream. This is the first full-blast, balls-to-the-wall cheat day I"ve had this year. Still, I'm gonna try and minimize the damage best I can. I'm gonna do it IF-style. All my eating will be done in a short 6-hour window. I'm gonna get a good kettlebell workout beforehand and I'm gonna choke down some Psyllium Husk w/water before every meal to get some extra fiber to slow absorption. PIZZZZAAAAAAAAAAA!
Edit: I chose the TMNT pizza image randomly through a google search. The last time I went to my local pizza place, they had the same poster sitting above their arcade games! Freaky.
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